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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:18 pm
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:19 pm
    @@@@@“As you know, I’m not a well man The driver
    @@@@@“As you know, I’m not a
    well man The driver closed the door“Would you like assistance, sir?”
    “Hell, no The government chauffeur climbed into the front seat; the sudden roar of his engine
    was not meant as a courteous exit as he sped down the street
    Armbruster climbed the stone staircase, his stomach and chest heaving with each step, cursing
    under his breath at the sight of his wife’s silhouette beyond the glass door of their Victorian
    entrance“Shit-kicking yapper,” he said to himself as he neared the top, gripping the railing before
    facing his adversary of thirty years
    A spit exploded out of the darkness from somewhere within the grounds of the property next
    doorArmbruster’s arms flew up, his wrists bent as if trying to locate the bodily chaos; it was too
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    193
    lateThe chairman of the Federal Trade Commission tumbled back down the stone staircase, his
    thumping dead weight landing grotesquely on the pavement below
    Bourne changed into the French denim trousers, slipped on a dark short-sleeved shirt and the
    cotton safari jacket, put his money, his weapon and all his IDs—authentic and false—into his
    pockets and left the Pont-RoyalBefore doing so, however, he stuffed the bed with pillows, and
    hung his traveling clothes in clear view over the chairHe walked casually past the ornate front
    desk, and once outside on Montalembert ran to the nearest telephone kioskHe inserted a coin and
    dialed Bernardine’s home
    “It’s Simon,” he said
    “I thought so,” replied the FrenchmanI’ve just heard from Alex and told him
    not to tell me where you were; one cannot reveal what one does not knowStill, if I were you, I’d
    go to another place, at least for the nightYou may have been spotted at the airport
    “What about you?”
    “I intend to be a canard
    “A duck?”
    “The sitting varietyThe Deuxième has my flat under watchPerhaps I’ll have a visitor; it would
    be convenient, n’est-ce pas?”
    “You didn’t tell your office about—”
    “About you?” interrupted Bernardine“How could I, monsieur, when I don’t know you? My
    protective Bureau believes I had a threatening call from an old adversary known to be a
    psychopathActually I removed him in the Maritimes years ago but I never closed the file—”
    “Should you be telling me this on your telephone?”
    “I thought I mentioned that it was a unique instrument
    “Suffice it to say it cannot be tapped and still funct
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:22 pm
    @@@@@ "I still want to hear you promise,
    @@@@@
    "I still want to hear you promise, Dad
    92
    For one terrible and surpassingly eerie moment I
    saw Ilse at eleven, Ilse dressed in a Girl Scout's
    uniform and looking at me with Monica Goldstein's
    shocked eyesBefore I could stop the words, I
    heard myself saying, "Promise"Never heard that one before
    "There's a lot about me you don't know
    I put the phone gently back into its cradle and
    stared at it for a long time
    vii
    Instead of showering, I walked down the beach to
    the waterI quickly discovered my crutch was no
    help on the sand - was, in fact, a hindrance - but
    once I was around the corner of the house, the
    water's edge was less than two dozen steps away
    That was easy if I went slowThe surge was mild,
    the incoming wavelets only inches highIt was
    hard to imagine this water whipped into a
    93
    destructive hurricane frenzy
    Later, Wireman would tell me God always punishes
    us for what we can't imagine
    That was one of his better ones
    I turned to go back to the house, then paused
    There was just enough light to see a deep carpet
    of shells - a drift of shells - under the jutting
    Florida roomAt high tide, I realized, the front
    half of my new house would be almost like the
    foredeck of a shipI remembered Jack saying I'd
    get plenty of warning if the Gulf of Mexico
    decided to eat the place, that I'd hear it
    groaningHe was probably rightbut then, I was
    also supposed to get plenty of warning on a job
    site when a heavy piece of equipment was backing
    up
    I limped back to where my crutch leaned against
    the side of the house and took the short plank
    walk around to the doorI thought about the
    shower and took a bath instead, going in and
    coming out in the careful sidesaddle way Kathi
    Green had shown me in my other life, both of us
    dressed in bathing suits, me with my right leg
    looking like a badly butchered cut of meatNow
    94
    the butchery was in the past; my body was doing
    its miracle workThe scars would last a lifetime,
    but even they were fading
    Dried off and with my teeth brushed, I crutched
    into the master bedroom and surveyed the king, now
    divested of decorative pillows"Houston," I said,
    "we have
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:22 pm
    @@@@@I wondered why he didn'tWas this worse even
    @@@@@I wondered why he didn'tWas this worse even than I imagined?
    “Is he in the hospital?” I asked in an emotionless, inflectionless voice
    “No, no,” Ian assured me quickly
    I didn't even feel relief
    I would have gone into that room again for Jamie, even if it was still reeking of blood
    I didn't see the familiar caves I walked throughI barely noticed that it was dayI couldn't meet
    the eyes of any of the humans who stopped to stare at meI could only put one foot in front of
    the other until I finally reached the hallway
    There were a few people clustered in front of the seventh caveThe silk screen was pushed far
    aside, and they craned their necks to see into Jared's roomThey were all familiar, people I'd
    considered friendsJamie's friends, tooWhy were they here? Was his condition so unstable that
    they needed to check on him often?
    “Wanda,” someone said
    “Let her through,” Wes saidHe slapped Jeb on the back
    I walked through the little group without looking at themThey parted for me; I might have
    walked right into them if they hadn'tI couldn't concentrate on anything but moving myself
    forward
    It was bright in the high-ceilinged roomThe room itself was not crowdedDoc or Jared had
    kept everyone outI was vaguely aware of Jared, leaning against the far wall with his hands
    clasped behind him–a posture he assumed only when he was really worriedDoc knelt beside
    the big bed where Jamie lay, just where I had left him
    Why had I left him?
    Jamie's face was red and sweaty
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:14 pm
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    "A lot of people were walking past us," Wyman said, "and we started playing a game, you know guessing how old they were and what they did for a living, and she would try to guess whether they were happy or notAnd then we started analyzing all our friends, and we talked a lot"And then you asked her, 'What do ya think Cartier tank of me?' "
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    "Yeah, early in the summerIt happens to all the fuggin kids, he thought, and they all think it's something specialWyman probably had been a shy kid, and he could see him talking in the park, telling a girl things he had never been able to say to anyone elseAnd of course the girl would have been like him"I know what you chanel bag price mean, kid," he said
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    10:14 pm
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    Scarlett was trembling from head to toe, but she made her legs carry
    her to the staircase and climb the long flight of stairs"My skin
    must be like corduroy," she said aloud, concentrating her mind away
    from the cravings of her body"I'll need to use quarts of rosewater
    and glycerineAnd I have to get all new clothesMarie can
    hire extra sewing help J'c It shouldn't take more than a few weeks
    to get gucci boston bag over her weakness and get back to looking her bestShe
    wouldn't let itShe had to be strong and beautiful, and she had no
    time to wasteShe'd lost too much of it already
    Rhett hadn't come back to her, so she'd have to go to himher mind was made up, Scarlett's life changed radically
    She had a goal, now, and all her energy poured into achieving it
    She'd think later about exactly how she was going to get Rhett back,
    after she arrived quilted chanel bag in CharlestonFor now, she had to get ready to
    goMarie threw up her hands and declared it impossible to make a
    complete new wardrobe in only a few weeks; Uncle Henry Hamilton
    put
    his fingertips together and expressed his disapproval when Scarlett
    told
    him what she needed him to doTheir opposition made Scarlett's eyes
    gleam with the joy of battle, and in the end she wonBy the
    beginning
    of November Uncle Henry had taken over chloe black the financial management of
    the
    store and saloon with a guarantee that the money would go to Joe
    ColletonAnd Scarlett's bedroom was a chaos of color and laces-her
    new clothes laid out to be packed for the tripShe was still thin,
    and there were faint bruise-like shadows under her eyes, because the
    nights had been torments of sleeplessness and fierce efforts of will to
    resist the rest promised by the decanter of brandyBut she louis vuitton vernis had won
    that battle, too, and her normal appetite for food had returnedHer
    face was already filled out enough so that a dimple flickered when she
    smiled, and her bosom was enticingly plumpWith a skillful
    application of rouge on her lips and cheeks, ú she looked almost like a
    girl again, she was sure* Goodbye, Atlanta,
    Scarlett said silently when the train pulled out of the stationYou
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:18 pm
    @@@@@I learned it real wellYou kinda fib with a
    @@@@@I learned it real wellYou kinda fib with a tie on Bourne slid out of the booth, and suddenly a thought struck
    himInstead of heading for the door, he cautiously made his way to the far end of the bar and the
    huge bald bartenderNo seats were available, so, again cautiously, politely, he squeezed sideways
    between two customers, ordered a Pemod and asked for a napkin on which to write a message,
    ostensibly personal, to no one who might concern the establishmentOn the back of the napkin’s
    crude coat of arms, he wrote the following with his ballpoint pen in French:
    The nest of a blackbird is worth a million francsObject: confidential business adviceIf
    interested, be at the old factory around the corner in thirty minutesWhere is the harm? An
    additional 5000 F for being there alone
    Bourne palmed the napkin along with a hundred-franc note and signaled the bartender, who
    adjusted his steel-rimmed glasses as if the unknown patron’s gesture were an impertinenceSlowly
    he moved his large body forward, and leaned his thick tattooed arms on the bar“What is it?” he
    asked gruffly
    “I have written out a message for you,” replied the Chameleon, his eyes steady, focused on the
    bartender’s glasses“I am by myself and hope you will consider the requestI am a man who
    carries wounds but I am not a poor man Bourne quickly but gently—very gently—reached for the
    bartender’s hand, passing the napkin and the franc noteWith a final imploring look at the
    astonished man, Jason turned and headed for the door, his limp pronounced
    Outside, Bourne hurried up the cracked pavement toward the alley’s entranceHe judged that his
    interlude at the bar had taken between eight and twelve minutesKnowing the bartender was
    watching him, he had purposely not tried to see if his two companions were still at the table, but he
    assumed they wereTank Shirt and Field Jacket were not at their sharpest, and in their condition
    minutes did not count; he could only hope five hundred francs apiece might bring about a degree of
    responsibility and that they would leave soon as instructedOddly enough, he had more faith in
    Maurice-René than in the young American who called himself RalphA former corporal in the
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    225
    Foreign Legion was imbued with an automatic reflex where orders were concerned; he followed
    them blind drunk or blind soberJason hoped so; it was not mandatory, but he could use their
    assistance—if, if, the bartender at Le Coeur du Soldat had been sufficiently intrigued by the
    excessive sums of money, as well as by a solitary conversation with a cripple he could obviously
    kill with one tattooed arm
    Bourne waited in the street, the wash of the streetlights diminishing in the alley, fewer and fewer
    people going in or coming out, those arriving in better shape than those departing, all passing Jason
    without a glance at the derelict weaving against the bric
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:22 pm
    @@@@@ Then catching him with tears in his
    @@@@@
    Then catching him with tears in his eyesBoss, I
    can't get used to seeing you this way
    Had he been fucking her then? I thought notBut -
    I'm going to give you an offer to take back to her,
    I'd saidOnly maybe he'd done more
    than make my offer
    I limped to the big window, not using my crutch
    Sunset was still hours off, but the light was
    westering strongly, beating a reflection off the
    waterI made myself look directly into that
    glaring track, wiping my eyes repeatedly
    I tried to tell myself the picture might be no
    more than a figment of a mind that was still
    trying to heal itselfAll my
    voices were speaking clearly and coherently to one
    another, and I knew what I knewPam had fucked
    Max out there in Palm Desert, and when he had
    suggested a longer, deeper commitment, she had
    refusedPam had also fucked my oldest friend and
    business associate, and might still be fucking him
    209
    The only unanswered question was which guy had
    talked her into the rose on her tit
    "I need to let this go," I said, and leaned my
    throbbing forehead against the glassBeyond me,
    the sun burned on the Gulf of Mexico"I really
    need to let this go
    Then snap your fingers, I thought
    I snapped the fingers of my right hand and heard
    the sound - a brisk little click"All right,
    over-done with-gone!" I said brightlyBut then I
    closed my eyes and saw Pam sitting on the bed -
    some bed - in her panties, with a bra-strap lying
    across her leg like a dead snake
    Friends with benefits
    Fucking friends, with fucking benefits
    vii
    That evening I didn't watch the sunset from Little
    PinkI left my crutch leaning against the corner
    of the house, limped down the beach, and walked
    into the water until I was up to my kneesThe
    water was cold, the way it gets a couple of months
    after hurricane season has blown itself out, but I
    210
    hardly notice
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    10:22 pm
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    The jeep stopped, and he pulled off the blindfold
    “You don't have to keep your eyes down,” he told me when my head ducked automatically
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:14 pm
    @@@@@ Where you goin', Roy? Mary asksHer voice
    @@@@@

    Where you goin', Roy? Mary asksHer voice has a whining nagging quality and he turns in the door, and shakes his headShe cuts her boiled potato in half, and puts a big portion in her mouthA few flakes of potato stick to her lip, which angers himDon't ya ever eat anythin' but potatoes? he asksQuestions tug at his mindHe wants to ask her why she never eats with him at night, but always serves him first; he wants to tell her that he doesn't like to be asked where he is going
    You're not going to be at a CU meeting, are ya? she asks
    What do you care? (Why don't you ever put a dress over that slip?)
    Roy, you're going to get in trouble there, I don't like those men, you're only going to hurt yourself at the club, you know now the war's on they have nothing to do with them
    There's nothing wrong with the CULeave me alone, goddammit
    He slams the door, and walks into the nightIt is snowing a little, and at the street corners his shoes crunch icily through the slushHe sneezes once or twiceA man's gotta get out and have someY'get some ideals to fight for in the organization and a woman wants to stop yaI'm gonna be up there someday
    In the meeting hall, the air is hot and metallic from the heaters, and the smell of wet clothing is sourHe grits a cigarette butt into powder with his foot
    All right, we're in a war, men, the speaker says, we gotta fight for the country, but we don't want to be forgettin' our private enemiesHe pounds the speaker's table over which a flag with a cross is spreadThere's the foreign element we got to get rid of, that are conspiring to take over the countryThere are cheers from the hundred men seated in camp chairsWe gotta stick together, or we'll be havin' our women raped, and the Red Hammer of Red Jew Fascist Russia WILL BE SMASHING YOUR DOOR DOWN
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    10:14 pm
    @@@@@"My darling child," Eleanor said to
    @@@@@"My darling child," Eleanor said to Scarlett,
    "there is no excuse I can makeRoss was drunk, he didn't know what
    he
    was sayingBut that is no excuse Scarlett was shaking all over
    From disgust, from humiliation, from angerWhy had she let it
    happen,
    let Rhett's brother revile her and put his hands and his mouth on her?
    I
    should have spit in his face, clawed him blind, hit his nasty, foul
    mouth with my fistsBut I didn't, I just took it-as if I deserved it,
    as if it was trueScarlett had never been so ashamedShamed by
    Ross' words, shamed by her own weaknessShe felt defiled, dirty,
    and
    eternally humiliatedBetter if Ross had hit her, or cut her with a
    knifeHer body would recover from a bruise or a woundBut her
    pride
    would never be healed from the sickness she feltEleanor leaned over
    her, tried to put her arms around her, but Scarlett shrank from her
    touch
    "Leave me alone!" she tried to shout, but it came out a moan"I
    won't," said MrsButler, "not until you listen to meYou've got to
    understand, Scarlett, you have to hear meThere's so much you don't
    knowAre you listening?" She drew a chair close to Scarlett's, sat
    in it, only inches away Scarlett put her hands over
    her ears"I won't leave you," said Eleanor
    "And I'll tell you-again and again, a thousand times if need be-until
    you hear me Her voice went on and on, gentle but insistent,
    while her hand stroked Scarlett's bent head-comforting, caring,
    insinuating her kindness and her love through Scarlett's refusal to
    hear her"What Ross did was unpardonable," she said, "I don't ask
    you
    to forgive h
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    10:27 pm
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    Carlos always makes sense if you look hard enoughHe leaves me a warning that drives me crazy
    with fear, but he has no means of carrying out his threatWhat do you make of it?”
    “The sense is in driving you crazy,” replied Conklin“The Jackal’s not going to chanel classic bag take on an
    installation like Tannenbaum’s sterile house long-distanceThat message was meant to panic you
    and it didHe wants to throw you off so you’ll make mistakesHe wants the controls in his hands
    “It’s another reason for Marie to fly back to the States as soon as possibleI want
    her inside a fortress, not having lunch out in the open in Barbizon
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    the door openingKrupkin walked into the room carrying several computer printouts
    “The number you gave me is disconnected,” he said, a slight hesitancy in his voice
    “Who was it connected to?” asked Jason
    “You will not like this any more than I do, and I’d lie to you if I could invent a plausible
    alternate, but I cartier pasha watch cannot and I undoubtedly should notAs of five days ago it was transferred from
    an obviously false organization to the name of Webb
    Conklin and Bourne stared in silence at the Soviet intelligence officer, but in that silence were
    the unheard static cracks of high-voltage electricity“Why are you so certain we won’t like the
    information?” asked Alex quietly
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    of us"The first Heron's Roost was out there,
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    10:30 pm
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    I jerked away from her, my face flushing
    “I'm sorry,” she muttered, her face darkening, too
    “I have to, Wanderer
    “Why do you care so much about a few spare humans? Why? How do you justify yourjob
    anymore? We've won! It's time for you to join society and do something productive!”
    My questions, my implied accusations, did not ruffle her
    “Wherever the fringes of their world touch ours there is death She spoke the words
    peacefully, and for a moment I glimpsed a different person in her faceIt surprised me to realize
    that she deeply believed in what she didPart of me had supposed that she only chose to seek
    because she illicitly craved the violence“If even one soul is lost to your Jared or your Jamie,
    that is one soul too manyUntil there is total peace on this planet, my job will be justifiedAs
    long as there are Jareds surviving, I am needed to protect our kindAs long as there are Melanies
    leading souls around by the nose…”
    I turned my back on her and headed for my apartment with long strides that would force her to
    run if she wanted to keep up
    “Don't lose yourself, Wanderer!” she called after me“Time is running out for you!” She
    paused, then shouted more loudly“Inform me when I'm to start calling you Melanie!”
    Her voice faded as the space between us grewI knew she would follow at her own paceThis
    last uncomfortable week–seeing her face in the back of every class, hearing her footsteps behind
    me on the sidewalk every day–was nothing compared to what was comingShe was going to
    make my life a misery
    It felt as if Melanie were bouncing violently against the inner walls of my skull
    Let's get her cannedTell her higher-ups that she did something unacceptableIt's
    our word against hers –
    In a human world,I reminded her, almost sad that I didn't have access to that sort of
    recoursehere are no higher-ups, in that senseEveryone works together as equalsThere are
    those whom many report to, in order to keep the information organized, and councils who make
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    "I'll help with Emery," I said"You hold onto the
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    coral grin as he tumbled into the dark to join his
    brideAnd sometimes, of course, I dream about it
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    These are the dreams from which I wake up
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    xiv
    Wireman and Jack slid the cap into position again,
    and then we went back to Elizabeth's Mercedes
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    it I really wasn't walking at all; I was lurching
    It was as if the clock had been rolled back to the
    previous OctoberI was already thinking of the
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    would also pound me into at least a few chanel white bag hours of
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    Both of my friends asked if I didn't want to sling
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    “The Miss Owens—you liked them, did not you?”
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    am spoilt, Fanny, for common female societyGood-humoured,
    unaffected girls will not do for a man who has been used to sensible
    womenThey are two distinct orders of beingYou and Miss
    Crawford have made me too nice
    308
    Mansfield Park
    Still, however, Fanny was oppressed and wearied; he saw it in her
    looks, it could not be talked away; and attempting it no more, he
    led her directly, with the kind authority of a privileged guardian,
    into the house
    309
    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER XXXVI
    EDMUND NOW BELIEVED himself perfectly acquainted with all that
    Fanny could tell, or could leave to be conjectured of her sentiments,
    and he was satisfiedIt had been, as he before presumed, too hasty a
    measure on Crawford’s side, and time must be given to make the
    idea first familiar, and then agreeable to herShe must be used to
    the consideration of his being in love with her, and then a return of
    affection might not be very distant
    He gave this opinion as the result of the conversation to his father;
    and recommended there being nothing more said to her: no
    farther attempts to influence or persuade; but that everything should
    be left to Crawford’s assiduities, and the natural workings of her
    own mind
    Sir Thomas promised that it should be soEdmund’s account of
    Fanny’s disposition he could believe to be just; he supposed she had
    all those feelings, but he must consider it as very unfortunate that
    she had; for, less willing than his son to trust to the future, he could
    not help fearing that if such very long allowances of time and habit
    were necessary for her, she might not have persuaded herself into
    receiving his addresses properly before the young man’s inclination
    for paying them were overThere was nothing to be done, however,
    but to submit quietly and hope the best
    The promised visit from “her friend,” as Edmund called Miss
    Crawford, was a formidable threat to Fanny, and she lived in continual
    terror of itAs a sister, so partial and so angry, and so little
    scrupulous of what she said, and in another light so triumphant and
    secure, she was in every way an object of painful alarmHer displeasure,
    her penetration, and her happiness were all fearful to encounter;
    and the dependence of having others present when they met was
    Fanny’s only support in looking forward to itShe absented herself as
    310
    Mansfield Park
    little as possible from Lady Bertram, kept away from the East room,
    and took no solitary walk in the shrubbery, in her caution to avoid
    any sudden attackShe was safe in the breakfast-room, with her aunt,
    when Miss Crawford did come; and the first misery over, and Miss
    Crawford looking and speaking with much less particularity of expression
    than she had anticipated, Fanny began to hope there would
    be nothing worse to be endured than a half-hour of moderate agitation
    But here she hoped too much; Miss Crawford was not the
    slave of opportunityShe was determined to see Fanny alone, and
    therefore said to her tolerably soon, in a low voice, “I must speak to
    you for a few minutes somewhere”; words that Fanny felt all over
    her, in all her pulses and all her nervesDenial was impossibleHer
    habits of ready submission, on the contrary, made her almost instantly
    rise and lead the way out of the roomShe did it with wretched
    feelings, but it was inevitable
    They were no sooner in the hall than all restraint of countenance
    was over on Miss Crawford’s
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    10:16 pm
    @@@@@He accepted the knowledge passively, too
    @@@@@He accepted the knowledge passively, too fagged to feel any regret or painIn a quiet tired voice he told them to rest before they turned back to the beach to meet the boat
    The return march was uneventfulThe men were wretchedly tired, but it was downhill work on the mountain slopesWithout any incident, they jumped the gap in the ledge where Roth had been killed, and by midafternoon descended the last cliffs, and set out into the yellow hillsAll afternoon as they marched they heard the artillery booming on the other side of the mountain rangeThat night they bivouacked about ten miles from the jungle, and by the next day they had reached the shore and joined the litter-bearersBrown and Stanley had come out of the hills only a few hours ahead of the platoon
    Goldstein told Croft how they had lost Wilson, and was surprised when he made no commentBut Croft was bothered by something elseDeep inside himself, Croft was relieved that he had not been able to climb the mountainFor that afternoon at least, as the platoon waited on the beach for the boats that were due the next day, Croft was rested by the unadmitted knowledge that he had found a limit to his hunger



    14

    THE BOAT picked them up the next day and they started on the journey backThis time the landing craft had been equipped with eighteen bunks along the bulkheads and the men put their equipment in the empty ones and stretched out to sleepThey had been sleeping ever since they had come out of the jungle the preceding afternoon, and by now their bodies had stiffened and become painfulSome of them had missed a meal that morning but they were not hungryThe rigors of the patrol had left them depleted in many waysThey drowsed for hours on the return trip, awaking only to lie in their bunks and stare out at the sky above the open boatThe craft pitched and yawed, spray washed over the sides and the bow ramp, but they barely noticedThe sound of the motors was pleasant, reassuringThe events of the patrol had receded already, become a diffused wry compound of indistinct memories
    By afternoon most of them were awakeThey were still terribly fatigued but they could not sleep any longerTheir bodies ached and they felt no desire to walk about the narrow confines of the troop well, but still they were subtly restlessThe patrol was over and yet they had so little to anticipate
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